...and for no good reason.
I've discovered a well that has no bottom and yet, is overflowing with abundant joy, contentment, and fulfillment.
I can look back on the last 40 years of my life now and fully appreciate all of the pain and suffering as the process of embodiment necessary to ready me for great Love.
I wish I could speak into the lives of every young, struggling person and help them tune into the part of themselves that is foundationally OK.
This experience of fullness truly reflects the phrase: heaven on earth. Previously, I thought I had to wait until the end of my life to bask in such immense satisfaction.
Previously, I was experiencing hell on earth, and it always left me wondering if there was a heaven or if I deserved to be there.
Hell is the code name for my obsession and infatuation with the outer world, the physical realm, and my superficiality. No matter how much I did, it was never enough, and if I had only known there was such fullness inside me, I might have surrendered a long time ago, but at the same time, I appreciate it for what it was.
So, today is the only day that exists, and I'm going to enjoy it as the best day ever, and if I'm allowed to enjoy tomorrow, I have a feeling it'll be the best day of my life, all over again.
"Find out where joy resides and give it a voice far beyond singing. For to miss the joy is to miss all." Robert Louis Stevenson