If theres a change you've been trying to make and its "just not happening," it more likely means you're "just not ready" for it to happen, yet.
Of course you're ready from the standpoint of excitement, anticipation and delight but it's unlikely you're ready from a planning, belief and worthiness standpoint.
The GAP between these realities are as far as east is from west.
The way to begin bridging the GAP is to begin with the end in mind.
Sure you've got a grand vision in your head but if it's not written, it's not real.
No vision is fully formed and truth is, the inherent GAPS within your vision are difficult to see in your head and become more prevalent on paper.
If you're not willing to work through the mental gymnastics of creating clarity around your endeavor, as I said, you're just not ready, not yet anyways.
The key word in that phrase is yet because "yet" posits that you can do it but you may not understand where your actual resistance lies.
It's less likely you lack knowledge or connections or resources and more likely, you lack the belief you can do or deserve it--big difference!
"We all have two lives, the life we live and the unlived life within us and between the two stands resistance." Steven Pressfield